11 January 2009

Eelmisest postitusest

Haha, lol, see oli räige tünx teile kõigile, Hannes ei lasknud mul HoMMi mängida ja seejärel oli meil feiktüli, mille käigus ma asju pakkisin ja vähemalt 695 korda sekundis "FAIN!" ütlesin. Umbes ühe minuti pärast tegi ta ettepaneku uuesti käima hakata, lol. Ahjaa, muusikahoroskoop ka. 1. Kuhu ma olen jõudnud aasta 2009 alguseks? "Swanheart", Nightwish Be my heart a well of love Flowing free so far above In my world Love is for poets Never the famous balcony scene Just a dying faith On the heaven's gate Crystal pond awaits the lorn Tonight another morn for the lonely one is born Nonoh. 2. Aasta 2009 põhiülesanne? "All For One", Blackmore's Night We'll drink together... Läbuaasta tuleb! 2.1 Jaanuar: "A Return to the Sea", Nightwish Snakes say hello to the rats on the ground In the meadows play merrily the fox and the hound Mida kuradit. 2.2 Veebruar: "My Immortal," Evanescence These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase Ilmselgelt jätab Hannes mu maha (ta ise arvab, et ta saab siis surma). 2.3 Märts: "Nymphomaniac Fantasia," Nightwish Inimene, kes nümfomaani tähendust teab, mõistab ilmselt niigi... Touch my milklike skin Feel the ocean Lick my deepest Hear the starry choir Rip off this lace That keeps me imprisoned But beware the enchantment For my eroticism is your oblivion Me järeldasime siit kahekesi seda - kui ta on mu maha jätnud (või ära surnud), saab minust otse loomulikult nümfomaan. 2.4 Aprill: "The Only One", Evanescence You know you're not the only one When they all come crashing down - midflight you know you're not the only one when they're so alone, they find a back door out of life you know you're not the only one We're all grieving lost and bleeding All our lives we've been waiting for someone to call our leader all your lies I'm not believing heaven shine a light down on me Emoperiood pärast lahkuminekut. Kahtlemata. 2.5 Mai: "Depressiiv-Maniakaalne Psühhoos", Vennaskond kuid lähed, ja lähed, sest läbi mind näed, sest reetsin end sulle ma hullusehoos – nii pidigi minema – minuga jääb minu depressiiv–maniakaalne psühhoos. Emohetk, mis muutub... depressiiv-maniakaalseks psühhoosiks? 2.6 Juuni: "Butterfly Cry", Kerli Did I hurt you? Did I ever made you bleed inside? Did I kill you? I didn't mean to make you hide yourself, Find you in you, beautiful. Do not grow the seeds of pain in you, Goodbye! Let the butterflies cry, Let them cry for you. You just dry your eyes, Because the world is wonderful. Kui eelnev tõsi on, siis on järelikult see üks mu elu kõige jubedamaid lahkuminekuid (või Hannese ärasuremisi), aga juunis saan nähtavasti üle. 2.7 Juuli: "Sacred Divinity", Agathodaimon I will guard your ancient dreams Protect my lovely sleeping beauty. I will give my life and love For my Sacred Divinity. Now the wintersun paints her in shining gold. Smiling she wakes up and asks me to hold Her gentle hand in mine. Her graceful white body trembles in the cold. She knows today the forces will aline - Forces hating the divine. I will save you from their blind And unreflecting treachery. See laul on mingist piffist, aka Mellul tuleb mõek ja kilb võtta ja lahingusse tormata, et kaitsta piffi, keda Kurjad Jõud ära tappa üritavad. Brothers in arms plz! D: D: D: 2.8 August: "Way to Mandalay," Blackmore's Night And the road goes on, seeming ever longer on the Way to Mandalay And the road goes on, forever will I wander on the Way to Mandalay... The mile went on forever, the minutes turned to days Could I have been misguided by the mystic's ways? The moment lasts forever, at least it does for me Caught between what happened and what could never be... Epic, epic \m/ 2.9 September: "Wormwood", Tristania Come... Join this toast God is dead... Hannes sai ka päris palju märke sellest, et Jumal on surnud, seega võib see isegi tõeks osutuda. 2.10 Oktoober: "My Tourniquet", Evanescence I'm dying, praying, bleeding and screaming am I too lost to be saved am I too lost? my God my tourniquet return to me salvation I want to die!!! O____________________o 2.11 November: "Black as the Devil Painteth", Theatre of Tragedy An artist is what is call'd the self that the brush holdeth - Though hath it then caringly caress'd the Canvas of to-morrow?, O Canvas! for thee I hold my tool - still! passionless it quivereth, Minding not that my hands are more than apt; My Muse, Where is hidden The blue-huéd arch'neath the High Heaven's rich emblazonry, The flowery meadow, embrac'd by the horizon - snowflakéd and aery mountains, In which the barebreastéd maidens dance to the lay o' midsummer, Aloft the distant lazy flapping of the doves in vainglore. Järjekordne kunstikriis vist. 2.12 Detsember: "Home Again", Blackmore's Night I've been many places I've traveled round the world Always on the search for something new But what does it matter When all the roads I've crossed Always seem to lead back to you… SAA ÜLE JUBA, RAISK!!!!111 3. Eneseteostus aastal 2008. Minu „mina“ 2009 aastal: "Running up that Hill", Within Temptation It doesn't hurt me Do you wanna feel how it feels? Do you wanna know that it doesn't hurt me? Do you wanna hear about the deal that I'm making? It's you and me, yeah Don't wanna hurt me But see how deep the bullet lies Unaware I'm tearing you asunder Oh, there is thunder in our hearts Tõsiselt, saa üle. 4. Rahaasjad aastal 2009: "Cosmic Harmony", Gothica A gentle throb, a warm breath, The consciousness of travelling, Of the mysterious end Distinguish us from cold shadows. Liiga diip minu jaoks. Ma ei suuda seda kuidagi rahaasjadega seostada. 5. Sugulased ja naabrid 2009 aastal: "II Paradise Lost: Better to Reign in Hell", Cradle of Filth The golden dawn Lay lost to mist where Emboldened thorns Made their bed with toppled stones Ma ei tea... ma ei oskagi seda kuidagi kommenteerida. 6. Kodu aastal 2009: "Ever Dream", Nightwish Ever felt away with me Just once that all I need Entwined in finding you one day Ever felt away without me My love, it lies so deep Ever dream of me Oleneb, kuidas tõlgendada. Väga mitmeti saab. 7. Armastus aastal 2009: "Suffocation", Redemption A forgotten absolution remains within the shadows Reborn and replenished to reflect sights unseen The sins of the fallen will be exceeded by the sins of all To cross through the kingdom of fire and blood 8. Tervis aastal 2009: "ReAnimated Dead Flesh", Mortician ...Pealkiri ütleb piisavalt. xDDD 9. Partnerlus aastal 2009: "The New Build", Dark Tranquillity It's all in the future What said with one foot in the grave It's all in the plan Of what we never could achieve No satisfaction No satisfaction we excuse ourselves from progress By post-altering our motives What stories set to match Mind pani mõtlema. Aga sind? 10. Võõrad rahad ja laenud, müstika ja seks aastal 2009: "Cloud Nine", Evanescence In a dream, Will you give your love to me? Beg my broken heart to beat, Save my life, change my mind. If I fall and all is lost. No light to lead the way. Remember that all alone is where I belong. Kahju, et kategooriad nii ühte topitud on, mina neid küll samasse patta ei paneks. Seetõttu ei loegi välja. 11. Reisid aastal 2009: "Song 2", Blur I got my head checked By a jumbo jet It wasnt easy But nothing is, no When I feel heavy metal And Im pins and Im needles Well I lie and Im easy All of the time but Im never sure when I need you Pleased to meet you I got my head done When I was young Its not my problem Its not my problem No see on ikka väga trippy laul, eks näeb, mis juhtub, haha. Holland? Jajaa... 12. Karjäär, firma areng, uued kohustused aastal 2009: "I Guess It Doesn't Matter Anymore," Blackmore's Night As I turned away No reason to stay She had faded back into the grey A whisper in the trees You could hear it in the breeze Say I Guess It Doesn’t Matter Anymore Mm... ei mõista väga. Aga hea laul on \m/ 13. Sõbrad ja sotsiaalsed suhted aastal 2009: "Meadows of Heaven", Nightwish Rocking chair without a dreamer A wooden swing without laughter Sandbox without toy soldiers Yuletide without the Flight Võimas vokaal sellel gospelilauljal loo lõpus. Aga see on mingi suht "lol-i-can-has-childhoodburger-plz" laul ka. 14. Saladused, aga ka protsessid minu alateadvuses, mida ise ei tunneta, aastal 2009: "Forgive me", Evanescence I heard the words come out I felt that I would die It hurt so much to hurt you Then you look at me You're not shouting anymore You're silently broken Mulle tuli praegu meelde üks õhtu Tartus.. mul on siiani häbi ja väga kahju. Siiani soovid, et ma sulle laulaks? Miks ka mitte... 15. Kuhu olen jõudnud aasta 2009 lõpuks?: "The Islander", Nightwish Now his love`s a memory, a ghost in the fog. He sets the sails one last time saying farewell to the world. Anchor to the water, seabed far below, Grass still in his feet and a smile beneath his brow. Ma ei taha 2009. aastat. Aga mida põnevat juhtub minu vahvate kamraadidega? Hannes - "Ma Armastan Ameerikat," Vennaskond Minu kallimast saab ROKIPEER!!!111 Äkki küsib minult Eerika, kauguses on pilk: "Arnastad mind või Ameerikat?" Vastan silmapilk: "Ma armastan Ameerikat." Enne, kui viin preili sängi ma, katsun veelkord ust. Panen vaikselt raadio mängima, läbib pimedust: "Ma armastan Ameerikat..." Goblin - "Nicest Thing", Kate Nash Alguses tuli Evanescence'i "Eternal", aga kuna see on instrumentaal, tegin uuesti. Ei, ma ei oma Goblini vastu tundeid. All I know is that you're so nice, You're the nicest thing I've seen. I wish that we could give it a go, See if we could be something. I wish I was your favourite girl, I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world. I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile, I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style. Maarja - "Memories", Within Temptation Eepiliselt nukker. In this world you tried, Not leaving me alone behind. There's no other way, I pray to the gods let him stay. The memories ease the pain inside, And now I know why. All of my memories keep you near. In silent moments, Imagine you'd be here. All of my memories keep you near, In silent whispers, silent tears Kaisa - "The Cross", Within Temptation Nothing’s ever changed, you still turn away You’ve washed your hands, you’ve made that all too clear You just keep on living this lie You refuse to see, you’re denying me the cross I bear but you don’t seem to care Even Judas knew he had lied I keep wondering why I’m still calling your name through my tears Release me from this cross after all these years Oh call my name and help me with this weight Even though it comes far too late Zed - "Raven Claws", Moonspell o___O I remember her as a child Raven...on and on with her raven claws Carving...on and on with her raven claws How she lusts when she remembers The night of her first blow She always wanted to know How far could she really go Inflamed, a dead-end room Seduce to consume Nightsilence...Vampire...Empire Statues with open wounds The flavour of poison and moon Still maturing on her blood Iti - "Overcome", Within Temptation Iti saab üle. Jee! Falling and crawling A fight to stand up Memory still haunts me In the dead of night Over and over I felt so small But one day I'll be stronger And you better watch out I will overcome Your violence their silence Although, It can't be undone I will overcome Knowing that I'm not the only one I will overcome It's the only way to carry on Diana - "Lost to Apathy", Dark Tranquillity Issi on katki! Look at the shell that is you Empty, fragile, weak Soon the battle is over Lost to apathy So overcome with pointless tears To test pain receptors Nothing matters ever here Put up a nonreaction These eyes will never see Covered up from reality Hans - "So I Thought", Flyleaf Kuidas meeldib, hr. Hans? All your twisted thoughts free flow To everlasting memories Show soul Kiss the stars with me And dread the wait for Stupid calls returning us to life We say to those who are in love It can't be true 'cause we're too young I know that's true because so long I was So in love with you So I thought Alo - "Ambulance", Blur Pealkirja järgi arvasin ma kohe, et no näed sa siis, ongi kiirabitöötaja valmis. Paras tüng! Tegelt on räigelt diip laul. No I ain't got Anything to be scared Cause I love you Terry - "Gothic X-Mas", Within Temptation Ma ei kommenteeri Terry põhjapõdrafetišeid. Rudolf, we will change his name, 'cause Rudolf just sounds really lame... Now we'll call him Ragnagord! THE EVIL RAINDEER OVERLORD :@ Mort - "Nemo", Nightwish Miks Mort kõige parema laulu sai? Otsib ennast? Oh how I wish For soothing rain All I wish is to dream again My loving heart Lost in the dark For hope I'd give my everything My flower Withered between The pages two and three The once and forever bloom gone with my sins - - - Mirju blogist: Ja tegelikult elavad Daleios ja Oliver minu külmkapis. Sellepärast ongi allkorruselt öösel vahel krabistamist kuulda.

5 comments:

Väike said...

Tead, et sa oled suht nõme, et niimoodi tegid?
Ära rohkem tee.

Meryle said...

Mina olengi juulipiffu. Ehk pärast Hannese surma võtan ma su endale, aga me kõik teame, kui kahepooluseline ma olen...

Melian said...

See eelmine blogipost oli Hannese idee, mind pole mõtet süüdistada. D:

Väike said...

Ühe idee, teise teostus.

Tericus Fuzu said...

Haha, su elu üks kõige hullemaid Hannese ärasuremisi. xD