|driving in rain.|
i guess that's what growing up feels like. when you're no longer a child but a responsible adult instead.
i was sort of hoping for this to happen many years later (or never at all), but life has a habit of taking everything you love and throwing it across the oceans, when you least expect it.
maybe that's what growing up is. losing. the death of innocence, a gray dawn.
i don't know yet how to overcome this darkness (and what have i done to even deserve it) but i will have to learn, i will have to find my light.
i will be strong, stronger than ever.
|my fingers, soaked with pink hair dye.|
|train station at night.|
"i want to go on a roadtrip."
- "i know."