"i know you are terribly heartbroken after losing your very first lover. and you will never meet anyone like him.
you will fall in love with strangers, and boys who don't really care, but it will be okay in the end. it's experience.
you are not ugly (16/6/2009), you are not a hopeless little girl (30/07/2009). you are everything and so much more.
you will fight too hard for people who you are going to lose anyway.
don't dress like a whore. those who only value your body will probably never value your soul.
all your actions have consequences. you will say "i love you" to someone and not mean it and regret it later. love is a powerful word.
the boy who breaks your heart a day after christmas will still love you five years later and wish he could turn back time.
you will become addicted to someone and they will be violent to you.
sadly, this is also experience.
you have said, 'art never comes from happiness'
but it will. you will pick up the camera and you are going to shoot amazing things. people will know your name. you are going to be so big.
maybe photography is what saves you. maybe not. maybe there will be something even greater.
you will travel through the wastelands of your mind and the images you see will become real photographs. you are the creator of magnificent things.
you will experience. you will live. you will love.
PS. you will also do shrooms and it's going to be pretty rad."